I had been wondering why I feel so ehh today, then it hit me, tomorrow is my parents wedding anniversary. I wasn't around then (may not have even been a thought) but I'm wondering if it's a reason I'm feeling so down today. (Let's not talk about tomorrow, I'm hoping my mom's lack of short term memory will prevent it, but this isn't a short term thing). Even years later, grief sucks! I want my dad. I wish he was here to help me deal with Mom's short term memory loss (I don't know if it's dementia or just aging), but damn those cigarettes!! I need you!
A blog about my battle with melanoma, other information about health care in the United States, and some random musings about life and working in Northeast PA.
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